Memories By Inner Light

Yesterday was psycho. I got up around 5 and didn't stop moving until around 2am this morning. Yes...i kno....and i'm tired.......

Yesterday was awesome tho. I successfully combated the loneliness and al was really awesome (i stopped by to see/talk to him) and he was tired but everything was alright.


I'm so tired...i don't know what else to say....haha....ugh...*falls over back into bed*

I don't like storms....i'm terrified of them. How do  I know? I cried the whole way home driving through one b/c i was terrfied outta my livin beegeeezers that a tree was just gonna crush me and mah little car.....

Goodness i'm tired...and tomorrow is gonna be longer than today....my my...*sigh*....I have to pick stuff up first thing b4 work, and then i have to go to work and THEN go to other work....and then pass out, preferably at my home. ...

Road trip? Overnight? Neg. Negativo...not happening....nadie...i knew this weeks ago...but....i'm not going to say i told u so...firstly b/c i'm kinda sad about it...secondly...i'm kinda just trying to cut my losses. Consolation prize? "Day Trip"  My romantic visions of Al and I curling up together on the couch, or walking along the private beach late at night...just poofed in a big black cloud of "blehhness...." egads....

Work is going well...i had a GINORMOUS stack of cases today..I got about 65% done...*thinks of the thickish 35% not done* *weeps*....meh....not cool....and i know that the office manager is gonna give me a NEW stack....tomorrow morning....good god...not cool...

I'm still sick...i hate infections....and i want ibuprofen...in fact i'm gonna take two now.....yesh two ibuprofen before bed! That being said....I am going to bed....

I'm tired...

k. done.

now was that 2 words...or 3????? (o_o?) I have no idea. 

i'm off! later peeps!

~T.  

The last two days went racing past so quickly that it took me until this morning in psych to realize that i hadn't posted...more importantly that i should post so everyone knows i'm alive haha. 

Goosey Night was...kinda not too hot. but Halloween turned out awesome. we trick-or-treated throughout my old haunts (no pun intended but implied ^_^) and got loads of candy. The best part was knowing that a year prior i had been so nervous and scared and shy i could barely make eye contact with Al and now it's coming up on our one year Anniversary. It's so excting ^_^

Today was...bleh....it's one of those transitional days btwn and after holidays that everyone would be very happy about if suddenly they didn't exsist. but in the case of reality, they do and as a result i was rather cranky especially about getting up extra early for psych when i had walked about four miles the night before and every bone in my body was cursing me for my lack of excercise hitherto Halloween. 

Yea, the subject we're covering right now in psych is sleep and dreaming. and it is very interesting, it makes me yawn alot,.....which is kinda weird but w/e. I found out that i am sleep deprived (officially now, mind you, before then i thought it was just destined to sleep my life away....go figure). They had a checklist in my book about about 15 things that kinda were like this:

If you need an alarm clock to wake up
If you are grumpy in the mornings
If you feel tired throughout the day
If you hit the snooze button multiple times before you get up
If you struggle to wake up and stay awake.
yatta....yatta...yatta....
and I was sitting there with my pencil going, *check* *check* *check*...um, *def. check* *check check*  i get down to the bottom of the page and it says, "if you checked 3 or more of these you are suffering from sleep deprivation."
I was.....-______-......"No really, sherlock, tell me something i don't know." so it did. It told me that i need to go to bed 15 minutes earlier I usually do for the whole week and then add another 15 minutes the next week and so on until I feel completely rested and I do not have to struggle to wake up in the morning. neat stuff...if icould remember exactly what time i usually go to bed around....since...it fluctuates (which as I read in my almighty texbook is also a bad thing...*sheesh*)  so i guess i'll try and try that starting next week. *schlumps over*

I also learned that I am an abnormal freak (i mean...erm, more abnormally freakish than i orignally thought.) mostly b.c i have crazy ass dreams that are NOTHING like what most scientists and researchers documented in NORMAL people.....so I'm resigned to my fate as a freak dreamer (a FREAMER!!! yay!) I often have dreams where i die (like all the way get shot and die die), where i know NO one in the dream, i am not in the dream at all, I'm watching two people like a movie, or I am a different person entirely....supposedly that's not normal at all....wooo me. hahaha

Anyhooo...............*awkward silence*.....work was poop today. I didn't like it much. boring and nasty....ok tips but the boss was his usual cranky self. Yesterday he took Valium before going to the doctors so he was all goofy and loopy and random and it was funny b/c he's usually so cranky...well today he made up for it....*grrrs*

That's my day...tomorrow doesn't look so hot either but i'll give it a blast anyway haha.

Nitey Nite
~T bird