Memories By Inner Light

Yesterday was psycho. I got up around 5 and didn't stop moving until around 2am this morning. Yes...i kno....and i'm tired.......

Yesterday was awesome tho. I successfully combated the loneliness and al was really awesome (i stopped by to see/talk to him) and he was tired but everything was alright.


I'm so tired...i don't know what else to say....haha....ugh...*falls over back into bed*

My deepest sympathies go to my friend and her family, I know perhaps you're tired of hearing it and would rather move on, but I can't feel right inside without expressing my deepest condolences on your loss.


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We went on our mini roadtrip on saturday and it ended up going into sunday which was awesome. I'm glad i made a (good hopefully) impression on his aunt and uncle. I really love those people they are amazing.

Al was amazing too. I loved waking up, walking a room down and poking my head in to say good morning.  He's so handsome when he's asleep(almost as handsome as he is when he's awake Hee hee)... i could just sit and watch him for hours...i don't care if it sounds stalkerish...i'm his girlfriend i'm allowed to stare at him as long as i want(or until my eyes dry up, whichever comes first).

We had a great time. We got to test out the new hot tub with uncle john and auntie cathy. We had many hours of delightful laugter and conversation. Something i needed desperately. I met their cats all 12 of them and loved them all.

Auntie Flo arrived on time but amidst the good cheer and wonderful company, her evil machinations were rendered harmless.  We hit traffic going home and I just managed to squeak into church on time for the 5pm mass. but all and all the whole trip was a resounding success. Al got me a beautiful necklace and i love it to bits. I also got a new purse at an environmentally friendly store (w/e that means)in historic Smithsville. I got presents for Al and the family. And managed to not break the budget.

We were afraid at first because it had rained so hard on our way down on Saturday but luckily everything cleared up into a B-E-A-UTIFUL day. I hear that North you guys got hit pretty hard....my sympathies.

The only downside...Auntie Flo has worn. me.out. I am absolutely exhausted.

so on that note, i will wrap this post up and go back to the grind (unwillingly) tomorrow  morning.

Good news: We got invited back! So hopefully in a few weeks we'll be heading back down there.

Ciao

Currently sitting in al's living room. He's fighting with i tunes and i'm watching from a *safe* distance........................... <.< haha jk jk.

 The misadventures of Flapjack  is on cartoon network. We're watching it...it is proof that all of the children illustrators are CRACK SMOKING LSD HALLUCINOGENIC DRUG ADDICTS

Which is really actually kinda funny when you think about it.

yay!

haha

Ciao

That it had been TWO DAYS since I last posted (erm, going off of what i saw YESTERDAY meaning Wednesday)....wtf???? when did monday and tuesday happen?!?!?!?! and why wasn't I informed!?!?!?!...this is what i get for not sleeping and working in a place that forces me to look at a screen and NOWHERE ELSE!!! for 8 hours.....holy guacamole....and it's not like i don't get out...I've been out...3 outta the 4 days this week..and i'm STILL GOING OUT.....i must be oblivious...or uber busy...and i'd like to think it was a combination of the two.

P.S. Al finally got his truck...aka...Therese doesn't have to do all the driving (I really will miss it...*sniffles*) HOWEVER this also means that, Al can pick me up for dates...whihc makes me feel all girly and cute inside....*sees flowers and rainbows everywhere* *happy music*

and then I'm reminded that we're not GOING anywhere on a trip really *Rainbows flicker out abruptly...flowers wilt and die...* *happy music squeals to a painfully slow halt*....girly feeling gone....still wants ibuprofen.....REALITY STRIKES....Reality is definitely OVERRATED....yearns for just a leetle rainbow....


I'm really going to bed this time, I'm getting sleep tonite!!!!

*end of random noticing* (god i sound like professor jones..."Tell me your noticings! While i drink this Alcoholic (erm..uh....) NON-Alcoholic tea!" <- drunk professors very entertaining....

I can't honestly remember sitting still for very long at all this weekend. Between going to courts, dinner with al's family, church, then movies then coming home and gettign ready for bed there's been soo much going on and i actually liked it. I liked being in the rush for once instead of standing outside and watching it whirl around others while leaving me out.

Actually i have to call someone about workign today so I can't type long, just long enough to say HappY monday and...o crap I have another speech to do!!! and it's Due wed! Crud.

O well it'll be a quickie!

FIVE WEEKS LEFT UNTIL SUMMER BREAK!!!!!!!!!!!

*WHOOO HOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*

*dances happyness*

Laterz

I really like the campus here. Court and i hung out with her friends until around 11:30ish. Then we came back here and had a sisterly heart-to-heart. I missed those alot since she went away to school. I said some prayers before i slept and then i woke up around 8:30 and texted al for a litle bit. Everything's quieter here and alot less rushed, there seems to be time to do anything and everything just kinda takes it's own pace. I really like that. Really really like that.

her friends are sweet and we had fun. We watched Save the Last Dance and then talked intermittently of funny random things and then looks up weird videos on YouTube. haha.

Today Court and I (and maybe some of the girls) will be going into the town for some shopping and hangout picture times. ^_^

I should get dressed and start moving haha.

Laterz Peeps!
~T.

you sing it Elton John!  You have no idea how happy i am that today is a WEEKEND day. It makes me wanna jump up and join in the song mehself.

At the moment I'm doing nothing so exciting. I'm cleaning my room, but TONITE there will be boyfriend sightings a little after 5. Then! i come home go to church in the morning see al again and we'll go do something fun like...ice skating...or...sledding. or maybe watch a horrifically scary film (not really that scary just if it's the first time you see it *me=desensitized*)

wooooah...looking at me right now you would have no idea how hyper my brain...it seems that this hyper disease has evolved into quite a hard thing to pin down. I'm not exhibiting any of the normal symptoms of hyperness. but in my brain there is MASS CHAOS! and what's even BETTER is that I REALLY AM ENJOYING THIS. XD *bounces once in her chair for emphasizzle*...(emphasizzle? *facepalm* what am I ON?!?!?)

I'm currently trying to send mountains of unfinished manuscript to my laptop so i can become a mobile writer once again. Most of my best work was done on my first laptop until it went to the "Tech Support System" in the sky....*a moment of silence in reverent remembrance* *moment's over*

I am serious this time about getting more of my writing done now that i have a laptop once again. SO here i am. ^_^

And here I go! I just remember i have to finish something....chore related that's nagging me, so i'd better go an do it before i forget that i need to do something...(tho i'll be a cold cucumber if i can remember what the SOMETHING is...just that i have to do it.........there must be crack in the tap water....that's the answer...)

Ok!
Toodles!
~T

you're going to laugh at me but until i read my own away message, i'd forgotten i have a livejournal...and it was only two days of not posting...sheesh...just look what the holiday rush is doing to my poor defenseless brain...wait...it's not the holiday rush, it's the end of the semester crunch...and my brain isn't defenseless...it's dead... plain and simple.

Another possible reason why i completely forgot this existed was b/c of the snow, this is the more plausible than the above scenario, mostly b.c i revert back to age 5 whenever it snows, and have an attention span to match.

Currently christmas shopping. Almost done yay! ^_^....
 
I have to do hw...grrrr...

and shower......i

laterz~!

~T.