Memories By Inner Light

you're going to laugh at me but until i read my own away message, i'd forgotten i have a livejournal...and it was only two days of not posting...sheesh...just look what the holiday rush is doing to my poor defenseless brain...wait...it's not the holiday rush, it's the end of the semester crunch...and my brain isn't defenseless...it's dead... plain and simple.

Another possible reason why i completely forgot this existed was b/c of the snow, this is the more plausible than the above scenario, mostly b.c i revert back to age 5 whenever it snows, and have an attention span to match.

Currently christmas shopping. Almost done yay! ^_^....
 
I have to do hw...grrrr...

and shower......i

laterz~!

~T.

COLLEGE!!!!! This is my first post from college, in fact I'm sitting in the library in the computer lab kinda just wsting time before class starts. 

O! This morning i did manage to prove that  you don't need to be hyper to do stupid things. Last night i was so exhausted that I grabbed what I thought was my stuffed bear (yes, I do. B/c it's comfy~!) and this morning i woke up and realized I grabbed my yeti slipper instead....kinda funny...kinda sad...i couldn't even tell the difference btwn my slipper and a bear....-_____-.....

Today is Definately a yeti slipper day. it's getting colder outside and the mornings are creaky and chilly. 

Class is gonna start soon gotta go!

~T.  

The last two days went racing past so quickly that it took me until this morning in psych to realize that i hadn't posted...more importantly that i should post so everyone knows i'm alive haha. 

Goosey Night was...kinda not too hot. but Halloween turned out awesome. we trick-or-treated throughout my old haunts (no pun intended but implied ^_^) and got loads of candy. The best part was knowing that a year prior i had been so nervous and scared and shy i could barely make eye contact with Al and now it's coming up on our one year Anniversary. It's so excting ^_^

Today was...bleh....it's one of those transitional days btwn and after holidays that everyone would be very happy about if suddenly they didn't exsist. but in the case of reality, they do and as a result i was rather cranky especially about getting up extra early for psych when i had walked about four miles the night before and every bone in my body was cursing me for my lack of excercise hitherto Halloween. 

Yea, the subject we're covering right now in psych is sleep and dreaming. and it is very interesting, it makes me yawn alot,.....which is kinda weird but w/e. I found out that i am sleep deprived (officially now, mind you, before then i thought it was just destined to sleep my life away....go figure). They had a checklist in my book about about 15 things that kinda were like this:

If you need an alarm clock to wake up
If you are grumpy in the mornings
If you feel tired throughout the day
If you hit the snooze button multiple times before you get up
If you struggle to wake up and stay awake.
yatta....yatta...yatta....
and I was sitting there with my pencil going, *check* *check* *check*...um, *def. check* *check check*  i get down to the bottom of the page and it says, "if you checked 3 or more of these you are suffering from sleep deprivation."
I was.....-______-......"No really, sherlock, tell me something i don't know." so it did. It told me that i need to go to bed 15 minutes earlier I usually do for the whole week and then add another 15 minutes the next week and so on until I feel completely rested and I do not have to struggle to wake up in the morning. neat stuff...if icould remember exactly what time i usually go to bed around....since...it fluctuates (which as I read in my almighty texbook is also a bad thing...*sheesh*)  so i guess i'll try and try that starting next week. *schlumps over*

I also learned that I am an abnormal freak (i mean...erm, more abnormally freakish than i orignally thought.) mostly b.c i have crazy ass dreams that are NOTHING like what most scientists and researchers documented in NORMAL people.....so I'm resigned to my fate as a freak dreamer (a FREAMER!!! yay!) I often have dreams where i die (like all the way get shot and die die), where i know NO one in the dream, i am not in the dream at all, I'm watching two people like a movie, or I am a different person entirely....supposedly that's not normal at all....wooo me. hahaha

Anyhooo...............*awkward silence*.....work was poop today. I didn't like it much. boring and nasty....ok tips but the boss was his usual cranky self. Yesterday he took Valium before going to the doctors so he was all goofy and loopy and random and it was funny b/c he's usually so cranky...well today he made up for it....*grrrs*

That's my day...tomorrow doesn't look so hot either but i'll give it a blast anyway haha.

Nitey Nite
~T bird

This morning i discovered my car has an alarm.....the hard way. I got into my car sat down, touched the knob of the radio before turning the  car on and

WEEEEOOOOOWWWWEEEEEOOOOOO WWEEEEEEEEOOOOOOOWWWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEOOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWEEEEEEEEEEOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Meanwhile I'm sitting in my car screaming like a maniac b/c it scared the crap out of me. I'm just sittin there in my drivers seat:

OH MY GOD! WHAT DID I DO! OMG! AAAAAAAHHHHH WHAT DID I DO! MAKE IT STOP!!!! AAAHHH HOW DO I TURN IT OFF! I"M SORRY I"M SORRY!!!! AAAAAAAHHHHH!

meanwhile my nextdoor neighbor is coming out of his house and he sees this. I can only imagine what he thought hahaha.It was so funny in retrospect. but...haha at the time it certainly woke me up from the stupor i'd been in....

BRRRR it was FREEEZING today on campus!!!! I froze my tush off! (LITERALLY!) I had my psych midterm today...I'm eh about it, I don't know how i did, but I know that i studied and then i look at the test and my brain went....O.O.....*wind whistling* *tumbleweeds rolling*....*crickets*......But we got outta there  nice and early so a friend of mine and I grabbed a quick hot coco and bumped into heather on our way.

Went to class, sat through mythology. it was fun and cool and everything, got out, met up with heather grabbed some junk food (now i wish i'd eaten a sandwhich.....) and sat chit-chatting for a little while, until we bumped into some guy from Elizabeth H.S. who happened to overhear our convo about MB. Funny how where ever you go you end up meeting up with people who were in MB. I'm beginning to believe that everyone is a closet band geek at heart...or you're the cold plastic type...and you don't need one so it all works out.

Then we had to stop at webster hall to fix her cell. and we were coming out of the student center and she gets WEDGED IN THE REVOLVING DOOR!!!!!! My heart almost stopped beating! I just see her laughing  with half her body btwn the door and half still in the student center and i went "OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" (we had a previous close call and from then on i knew it was only a matter of time before it actually happened, but i was still totally unprepared for it to happen today...which would explain my reaction. -____-'''''')

BUT! The best part of my day was def. seeing the bf after school. It was nice and he was in a pretty good mood so that put me in an awesome mood. He's def. happier which makes me happy too.

SUNDAY IS OUR ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY CELEBRATIONS!

Just thought i'd throw that out there

O! I gotta run to babysitting Money for the broke college girl!! yay!
Toodles
~T.

This is probably the longest...boringest, and just mangiest weekend to date (yes i did call it mangy). The bf has gone to Syracuse........ T_T

I told myself, I would only cry once this weekend or not at all, so i've been feverishly wasting my time to keep my mind off of thinking, "If i had just one extra year we could have been up there this year together." I played video games, i sent people tons of stuff on facebook, i slept, took meds...felt sick...sat in the car for two hours waiting for my dad to finish up talking about the music for tomorrow's mass with our pastor. Watched the rain, listened to perky music. Ate...petted my cats...put on layers b/c i was cold...took off layers b/c i was hot, looked at my halloween costume. Thought about some devious plans, played with my cell phone...dropped my cell phone. got laughed at by my dad b/c he was making my headache worse...-_____-.... and i'm doing pretty well, it's 3:21, and hopefully...i won't run out of things to do.....thought after i post here...i'm not so sure....i'll be able to think of anything else.

Well I'll update y'all on my life thus far and we'll see how far we go. Thursday. Was the big pumpkin carving bash. Got meh costume. Al got parts of his (he's being a leprecaun hunter b/c his friends asked him too...i think they're the leprecauns...idrk...) ANYHOO i went to the doctors that morning and was there for three hours. mostly just waiting. But when they finally examined me it took every ounce of self control to keep me from howling. (speaking of which did you check out the new layout for Halloween?) sooo much pain AND it was really uncomfortable. Nothing i want to go again anytime soon. They took blood which made my arm hurt (they had to poke around for the vein a bit....yeeeowch). After they took blood i got dizzy and my arm ached like heck but it wasn't until i started carving my pumpkin that it really acted up. I was so exhausted thursday nite i just went right to bed after dropping the bf home.

Friday! Was borning. math was boring, writing was funny but i think i was going through some sort of medication withdrawl b/c i had to come off that Sudafed times 10 medication and i didn't take it that morning cause i wasn't supposed to and I just got chills and a splitting headache. It was bad news. Made worse by bright light and moving around, so pretty much, I would have done better living under a rock for that day. Work was uber slow which i was kinda grateful for even though the cash wasn't too great.

O! I need to post my animated short for this week. Kinda cool just in time for halloween ^_^



Enjoy!

I gotta go do something constructive....like chores or something....-____-''