Memories By Inner Light

Today is the day of the famed (infamous) marching band carwash. I am not actually working said car wash, but will be showing up, mostly because the exterior of my car is filthy and I will be happy  seeing some friends, o and did i mention it was FREEEEEEEE? well it is FREEEEEE but donations are highly appreciated. *sigh* *checks wallet* *emptiness*...well dad owes me ten bucks so I'll put my widows mite in.

then i have choir rehersal *fwump* No no! Don't make me goooo!...today that is one of the LAST places i want to be....I'm really not in the mood. As it is, i sat there yesterday and sang my lungs off for two hours. What miffed me was the fact that EARLIER in the week my dad had asked me to make time (Tuesday i think) and he said, "I'll call you down when everythings set up." and he never did.  So fine. I set aside time and you don't utilize it, not my problem. Sorry. So then YESTERDAY he's like, "We need to go over music." and I looked at him and said, "No way." He got pissed. "Why not? You told me we'd work on this." Very calmly i replied that he'd asked me on tuesday and I had said yes. I made time and then he brushed me off to do what HE wanted and therefore, I did not want to practice, I had made plans and now my time was my own and idc if he got mad. It's not my fault.  And then Al called and told me he'd be late -_____- so i practiced....but it still pissed me off.

Also, I'll be housesitting tonite, from around 6 until w/e I call it housesitting because I'll only really be babysitting for about an hour. And then it's "Therese gets to watch CABLE TV OMI GOURDS!" -_____- i get excited over the weirdest things i know. To be honest, I don't have cable to WATCHING cable on an actual TV....is.....O.O awesome.

I miss al right now.....*sigh*....everyone's busy doing fun stuff....'cept me.....*siiiiiiiiiiiiigh*....

well that may change. If i can get my hands on some tickets I hope to be taking al to see TSO for christmas. ^_^ and then a little thing for him under the tree oughta to do it.

Good Lord...*counts on fingers* Christmas is 3 and a half months away?!?! no way!?!?!? *counts again*.....O.O waaaaaay......and there are TWO other major holidays, midterms AND finals squeezed in there! Wowza...my life is about to get VERY busy hahahaha.

*sigh* okay back to missing al. I'd better get dressed and head over to the carwash. it starts around 8 but i'll try and be a little fasionably late. >.<   <-hates being late grrrr

I'm not ready to go back...i don't want to...

 

and....I'm going to be 19 come Monday the 8th.

 

Sociology tomorrow morning...at least i hear the prof is good.....I'd better take my computer for notes.

I don't want to go....

Goodnight
 

That i've not been able to squeeze one post in for most of august...that...is a disturbing reminder of just how freakin busy it's been around here.

That being said, in-btwn exhales i have come to realize that the summer is almost OVER D: NOOOOOOOOOO! On the other hand i'm still excited for my classes Nipon Onegai! Arigato go dai masu! (woo!! hopefully you can tell i've been studying). Anyway stuff with my family has been deteriorating lately....i'm feeling like i'm no longer a member and stuff....just that they stopped asking me about things and including me. I mean yes, I may say "No, I can't." or "No you can have that." But honestly....i would really like to HAVE that option rather than people just assuming and ignoring my existence.

This weekend is an excellent example of that, but i really don't have the paitence to go into details.

O! I got a job through MSU and I'll be able to keep the one that I have now. yay! The MSU one is being a notetaker for one of the deaf students in my sociology class. They'll pay me 100 dollars at the end of the semester! Woo! Party money for christmas!!! yayness!

Hopefully by then I'll know where the heck Al's going...and marching band will be over, and some issues I have to deal with will be over. Good lord Christmas is gonna be a godsend (no pun intended) this year. It'll mean everything will finally be settling down the future will be less hazy and life in general is going to get a little more stable for me which is awesome.

Speaking of MSU....*trying to remain calm* PARKING WAS A F(#$&*(@#%&$@(%#$@ FIASCO! OH.MAH. GOURDS!  WE WAITED 3 F(^(@%#(*@&%# HOURS! They swiped one person's credit card. That person leaves all happy. *beaming beaming beaming* BUT THEY BROKE THE CREDIT CARD SWIPEY MACHINE! Not only that to make matters worse, at the EXACT same time the parking website goes F^&)#^)*@&^#*&@ BONKERS! God that timing really really really stunk.  So you've got an angry mob who's tired and cranky outside, and you have an angry electronic mob calling in demanding to know WHY the website is down. It was a circus! An absolute freak show of ginormous proportions. I'm just glad we got there early and were at the head of the line.

...

My mom just cam in and pissed me off.

Considering what just happened at here I'm going to give you a brief summary:
 

My mom has this really bad habit of NOT just DOING what i asked her. I'm a forgetful person. I get distracted and sidetracked fromt stuff and it's REALLY hard for me to remember sometimes even IMPORTANT things and  it's just how i'm built, but I asked my mom YESTERDAY if she wouldn't mind making a LIST, a physical LIST on a piece of paper with you know, writing  on it...in LIST form. She procedes to tell me to "Remember you have to do blah blah blah blah and blah." and then just sits there blinking at me. I turned to her and said, "Great! It's Midnight! I'm not gonna remember (see up there^ I didn't!) LIST! PLEASE!" SO she says, "OKAY! But you STILL have to do Blah blah blah blah  and blah."
O.o....
*facepalm*...are you kidding me?

So i said, "I'm not going to remember if you  don't LIST THEM! ON PAPER! WITH A WRITING UTENSIL!"

Finally my mom says, "OKAY! FINE! I'll WRITE YOU A LIST!"

Me: "GREAT! GOING TO BED!"

*fast forward to this morning*
(I'd started what i COULD remember i.e. cleaning my room. and showed my mom my progress)
Side note: my mom will try to get OUT of writing my lists by spoon feeding me verbally what i have to do next like some over grown toddler in a highchair named "Chores".
Mom says: "Great! Not perfect but much better (she always says that btw...even when you could eat off of every orafice surface and you're blided by the shine of cleaness. that's a different buggaboo)"
Me: "Thanks!"
Mom: "Now therese next you need to remember to do the bathroom."
Me: *eyes popping out of skull* NO! FOGETTABOUTIT! NO! NO! NO!"
Mom: "What are you talking about!?"
Me:"Mom...i'm going to say this...twice...I NEED A LIST! WRITE THE DAMN LIST DOWN!"
Mom: "But you still need to clean the bathroom..."
Me: *close to having a coniption* I FREAKING KNOW THAT! I JUST WANT  A LIST?! MAY I PLEASE HAVE A LIST!?! IS THAT SO MUC H TO  ASK?? WHY? WHY? WHY IS THIS SO DIFFICULT?! I CAN GARUNTEE YOU THAT THE WORK WILL GET DONE IF YOU GIVE ME ONE! 
CAN"T I PLEASE JUST HAVE A STUPID LIST?!
Mom:"Okay! I'll write a list"
*meanwhile I've passed out frothing at the mouth with my pupils dialated*....love you too mom....love you too....

It remains to be seen if i'll actually get one.....(mom hasn't come back with paper that looks like a list......*nervous*)

Ah! yes...life is wonderful I'm gonna go clean now.....
kbie
 

 

I don't like storms....i'm terrified of them. How do  I know? I cried the whole way home driving through one b/c i was terrfied outta my livin beegeeezers that a tree was just gonna crush me and mah little car.....

Goodness i'm tired...and tomorrow is gonna be longer than today....my my...*sigh*....I have to pick stuff up first thing b4 work, and then i have to go to work and THEN go to other work....and then pass out, preferably at my home. ...

Road trip? Overnight? Neg. Negativo...not happening....nadie...i knew this weeks ago...but....i'm not going to say i told u so...firstly b/c i'm kinda sad about it...secondly...i'm kinda just trying to cut my losses. Consolation prize? "Day Trip"  My romantic visions of Al and I curling up together on the couch, or walking along the private beach late at night...just poofed in a big black cloud of "blehhness...." egads....

Work is going well...i had a GINORMOUS stack of cases today..I got about 65% done...*thinks of the thickish 35% not done* *weeps*....meh....not cool....and i know that the office manager is gonna give me a NEW stack....tomorrow morning....good god...not cool...

I'm still sick...i hate infections....and i want ibuprofen...in fact i'm gonna take two now.....yesh two ibuprofen before bed! That being said....I am going to bed....

Today is the first day of April, looking back on my post sched. for march i realized that I WAS TWO SHORT OF A PERFECT MONTH!!!! *weeps* i was so aiming for it...*sigh* haha o well, that just means i'll try extra hard this month. Hopefully it'll be a little easier for me to since everything's gonna start winding down towards finals.

I'm exhausted. There really is only one word (i think) that describes the weather today....clammy....it feels like a giagantic clammy hand wrapped around me constantly and it's....really sweaty and gross (not me...the atmosphere). Today I will be job hunting more, i scouted places yesterday but didn't pick up any applications. I'm weighing my options and trying to decide where i'm going to be most comfortable..

I've started watching heroes again. For w/e reason I randomly watched the first couple episodes of the second season and now i'm looking to catch up where i left off in the first season. ....I'm addicted again...

I have a persuasive speech due tomorrow and I've done none of it. I at least have my sources picked out.

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I just got in. and we had to walk back to the parking deck b/c waiting was....ridiculous. There were i kid you not easily ten yellow school buses and more on the way clogging up our station so heather and i looked at each other and shrugged.

fifteen minutes later i was frizzy haired soggy and feeling clammy and got in my car ans drove home. Now I've set up some of my work and i really should finish it so i'm gonna do that.

*yawns*
*stretches*
Laterz peeples!
~T.

I'm in Roman Civ.
We just got thrown out of our room.
My Professor argued with the guy.

He's pissed....

really pissed.

But no matter spring is on it's way and I am psyched about this. I walked outside and DIDN"T need a coat today. The air carried that mossy new smell that I love so much.

today al is taking hspas i'm happy for him.It's not too difficult and i'm sure he'll do fine. I might be seeing court today! she's back from Eastern U. for spring break. hopefully I'll be able to see her today or thursday. Miss her like crazy.

Then tonite, Al and i are going for our walk and then when i get in i have to write my paper for writing. -___-...i move that we allow those who will give GOOD peer reviews to be certified as Peer Reviewers...my peer review was miserable this time. and i really make sure i help give lots of feedback and constructive criticism. We all know that you NEVER ever ever put contractions in a formal paper. BUT when i got MY paper back from my  peer reviewer i got something like this:

"doesn't"
does not blah bla blah

And so on and so forth throughout the WHOLE paper. Things that were being crossed out that were right while glaring grammar mistakes were all passed over. this doesn't help...AT ALL withe the final draft process.*head thuds on desk*

anyways this morning there was tons of traffic.  and i really needed gas for my car and it was just a blur of rushing and flying hither and thither.

i'm kinda tired. i think i'lll wrap up with this today and tell you about my hiding from the garbage men this morning later haha.

~Toodles~

~T.

you're going to laugh at me but until i read my own away message, i'd forgotten i have a livejournal...and it was only two days of not posting...sheesh...just look what the holiday rush is doing to my poor defenseless brain...wait...it's not the holiday rush, it's the end of the semester crunch...and my brain isn't defenseless...it's dead... plain and simple.

Another possible reason why i completely forgot this existed was b/c of the snow, this is the more plausible than the above scenario, mostly b.c i revert back to age 5 whenever it snows, and have an attention span to match.

Currently christmas shopping. Almost done yay! ^_^....
 
I have to do hw...grrrr...

and shower......i

laterz~!

~T.