Memories By Inner Light

Sunday my grandmother recieved "the Sacrament of the sick" for anyone who doesn't speak fluent "Catholic" it's pretty much an indication of a REALIZATION on my father's part that she isn't doing well at all. If he noticed it must be really bad.that and that he won't talk about her doctors visit yesterday. He keeps saying that it's too complex to discuss with us (the rest of the family) so i'm guessing it probably wasn't good news.

My car is broken. It broke friday. i don't know if it got mentioned. Idr when it was the last time that i posted last weekend was just insanity with my grandma getting sick. They have no idea whats wrong with it and idk how i'm going to pay for the repair. I guess we'll figure something out. but I'm kinda excited b/c Al's picking me up from work today! :D

Julian and i are working out every day this week in preparation for working out in a schedule for regular exercising. I want to get in shape. I'm tired of feeling unattractive. I am going to get super fit. I have made my decision. I want to be physically fit, for myself, for my health and my general well being.

I'm taking notes so I'm in class. but yea now u know about my life thus far. if something happens I'll do my best to keep all my friends abreast of the news

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okay! today stunk! my car broke again!

that's it! I'm taking out loans! I'm taking out loans and buying myself a mini cooper! I'm getting a mini cooper and I'm getting one that I want. I'm sick of living my life going from crisis to crisis.

I was DRIVING and the thing STALLED OUT WHILE I WAS DRIVING...and then freakin just KEELED OVER and DIED....and i'd just put a new battery and alternator into the sucker....because of this development i had to rely on dad...who was anything BUT helpful. He wanted to leave my car in an illegal parking zone with the hazards on for 5 HOURS while he goes and does his piano lessons...yea sure not happening.

so i get home, okay so i didnt have to go to my appointment which i was kinda looking forward to after i dragged myself out of bed got dressed and went through the trouble of getting underway. first thing

second thing-cars dead...again...had plans...it's like an instant plan killer. car goes belly up...and so goes my social life.

third thing-dad...apart from being not helpful he had the gumption to say stuff to me like, "Well i can't help you! I'm late for all this stuff!" aka "Yea i know this is an emergency but it's just too short notice for me, I couldn't possibly put something of mine on the backburner to help you out of a really bad totally accidental spot." and then he offered me a ride home which i refused three times until I finally grudgingly accepted not because i wanted any favors but because it was cold and I had dressed too lightly...because my new coat ripped because of some jerk being in a rush but that was yesterday's crisis so it's got nothing to do with this.

fourth thing- my brother. I'm all excited now b/c julian had said we would hang out, watch some house and maybe hang out at al's tonite. but when i get home he says well he made plans with a friend and will be leaving at 1ish. *sigh* ok, i'm glad the kids getting out with some friends after all I'm his geeky sister it's not as fun as hanging with the guys. Idm so much about that but it meant that julian would go out and i would be here...pretty much alone.Now i really wanna hang out with Al tonite

fifth thing- my uncle calls me short notice from work and is in a bind, it seems that a friend of his is offering my aunt a huge business deal through her hotel and they are going to dinner to try to solidify and close this deal. So we all get that this is super majorly important right? Ooopsies...no babysitter... well if you've got plans you can tell ur brother and he could do it...whoops? julian not available...i'm the only one who has any time to burn and barely a plan for tonite there is no reason for me to say no...and it's family and a big financial deal....so i say yes...*scratches plans with Al off the list*...*sigh* *falls over into a mushy emotional pile of...well mush...*

things are starting to look a little bit better now tho...i finagled some time with al between now and 6:30 and I may just call my uncle and ask if al,and my mom come over so we can continue to hang out a bit and keep the boys interested.

sounds good yea? well in theory it looks okay we'll see how it all works out...i'm 0-5 right about now...

This morning i discovered my car has an alarm.....the hard way. I got into my car sat down, touched the knob of the radio before turning the  car on and

WEEEEOOOOOWWWWEEEEEOOOOOO WWEEEEEEEEOOOOOOOWWWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEOOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWEEEEEEEEEEOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Meanwhile I'm sitting in my car screaming like a maniac b/c it scared the crap out of me. I'm just sittin there in my drivers seat:

OH MY GOD! WHAT DID I DO! OMG! AAAAAAAHHHHH WHAT DID I DO! MAKE IT STOP!!!! AAAHHH HOW DO I TURN IT OFF! I"M SORRY I"M SORRY!!!! AAAAAAAHHHHH!

meanwhile my nextdoor neighbor is coming out of his house and he sees this. I can only imagine what he thought hahaha.It was so funny in retrospect. but...haha at the time it certainly woke me up from the stupor i'd been in....

BRRRR it was FREEEZING today on campus!!!! I froze my tush off! (LITERALLY!) I had my psych midterm today...I'm eh about it, I don't know how i did, but I know that i studied and then i look at the test and my brain went....O.O.....*wind whistling* *tumbleweeds rolling*....*crickets*......But we got outta there  nice and early so a friend of mine and I grabbed a quick hot coco and bumped into heather on our way.

Went to class, sat through mythology. it was fun and cool and everything, got out, met up with heather grabbed some junk food (now i wish i'd eaten a sandwhich.....) and sat chit-chatting for a little while, until we bumped into some guy from Elizabeth H.S. who happened to overhear our convo about MB. Funny how where ever you go you end up meeting up with people who were in MB. I'm beginning to believe that everyone is a closet band geek at heart...or you're the cold plastic type...and you don't need one so it all works out.

Then we had to stop at webster hall to fix her cell. and we were coming out of the student center and she gets WEDGED IN THE REVOLVING DOOR!!!!!! My heart almost stopped beating! I just see her laughing  with half her body btwn the door and half still in the student center and i went "OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" (we had a previous close call and from then on i knew it was only a matter of time before it actually happened, but i was still totally unprepared for it to happen today...which would explain my reaction. -____-'''''')

BUT! The best part of my day was def. seeing the bf after school. It was nice and he was in a pretty good mood so that put me in an awesome mood. He's def. happier which makes me happy too.

SUNDAY IS OUR ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY CELEBRATIONS!

Just thought i'd throw that out there

O! I gotta run to babysitting Money for the broke college girl!! yay!
Toodles
~T.