Memories By Inner Light

Skipping my biology lecture tonite. I'm tired, hungry and need parental guidance (one of the few times you'll hear me say that outloud)

I have so much paperwork to do it's unreal. *hates paperwork* *has scars from the LAST time I had to do this nonsense* it's all so complex and different! BAH! Humbug!

I'm in Cafe Diem  currently. Watching Quaere eat an ungrilled chicken caeser panini...and now it's just me and the panini. it smells good.  no worries, quaere I didn't touch it heheheheh.

It's absurdlycold in here...which is a bad thing...because it's unseasonably cool outside. *shivers down spine and legs* *goosebumps* i want to be snuggled up with a comforter and some hot coco...and my boyfriend....i really want to snuggle with my boyfriend....i miss him...............................................alot............................................right now....

Thats it! I'm going home!

Yesterday was psycho. I got up around 5 and didn't stop moving until around 2am this morning. Yes...i kno....and i'm tired.......

Yesterday was awesome tho. I successfully combated the loneliness and al was really awesome (i stopped by to see/talk to him) and he was tired but everything was alright.


I'm so tired...i don't know what else to say....haha....ugh...*falls over back into bed*

My deepest sympathies go to my friend and her family, I know perhaps you're tired of hearing it and would rather move on, but I can't feel right inside without expressing my deepest condolences on your loss.


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We went on our mini roadtrip on saturday and it ended up going into sunday which was awesome. I'm glad i made a (good hopefully) impression on his aunt and uncle. I really love those people they are amazing.

Al was amazing too. I loved waking up, walking a room down and poking my head in to say good morning.  He's so handsome when he's asleep(almost as handsome as he is when he's awake Hee hee)... i could just sit and watch him for hours...i don't care if it sounds stalkerish...i'm his girlfriend i'm allowed to stare at him as long as i want(or until my eyes dry up, whichever comes first).

We had a great time. We got to test out the new hot tub with uncle john and auntie cathy. We had many hours of delightful laugter and conversation. Something i needed desperately. I met their cats all 12 of them and loved them all.

Auntie Flo arrived on time but amidst the good cheer and wonderful company, her evil machinations were rendered harmless.  We hit traffic going home and I just managed to squeak into church on time for the 5pm mass. but all and all the whole trip was a resounding success. Al got me a beautiful necklace and i love it to bits. I also got a new purse at an environmentally friendly store (w/e that means)in historic Smithsville. I got presents for Al and the family. And managed to not break the budget.

We were afraid at first because it had rained so hard on our way down on Saturday but luckily everything cleared up into a B-E-A-UTIFUL day. I hear that North you guys got hit pretty hard....my sympathies.

The only downside...Auntie Flo has worn. me.out. I am absolutely exhausted.

so on that note, i will wrap this post up and go back to the grind (unwillingly) tomorrow  morning.

Good news: We got invited back! So hopefully in a few weeks we'll be heading back down there.

Ciao

Currently sitting in al's living room. He's fighting with i tunes and i'm watching from a *safe* distance........................... <.< haha jk jk.

 The misadventures of Flapjack  is on cartoon network. We're watching it...it is proof that all of the children illustrators are CRACK SMOKING LSD HALLUCINOGENIC DRUG ADDICTS

Which is really actually kinda funny when you think about it.

yay!

haha

Ciao

I'm sensing a general pattern of getting back to the "good old days" especially with regards to our relationship, and that' is awesome. In fact, we got back to the good old days so much that I have now re-confirmed my geekness for the next five years at least. I played MY favorite MMORPG, ToP (Tales of Pirates for the acronymn challenged) 

I freaked for a second when i first started b/c i logged onto a different server than the one that i started with and my Lvl 32 Character just didn't show up and i thought it got purged but i found it and the bf and i spent many delightful hours screaming "KILL THE MONSTER!!! KILL IT!!! Wait! REST!!! NOOOO! Don't go after that one!!! NOOOOO!!!! EEEEEK!....u died again didn't u?" and "SQUID LOVE!" which is a strange but funny inside joke to most ToP players by now. 

Anyways! it was nice to get back to the old stuff for a while, and very conviently forget all about my paper...which to be honest I DID start...i just didn't do too much of it yet....hehe...(aka, title, and headers...and the thingys in the left margian). The actual meat of the paper is...to be determined...hehe (aka, I am prolly not going to English on Wed. hehe....work time!!!!!!) And we have a huge group proj. due soon for NSS which is poop too. my friend and I need to rely on two other people...that haven't shown up since the groups were assigned....*sigh* i hope they dropped and made my job so much easier....still maybe i can scare them into working...idk how...but i'd give it a shot if it meant they'd DO something...

o wells, i gotta catch some Z's gotta lot of paper writin to do tomorrow.
Cheerio!
~T.

YESTERDAY WAS AWESOME!!!! I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It was our "psudeo" anniversary yesterday meaning it's actually tomorrow but in the interests of time we decided to bump it up to Sunday and celebrate it then. 

Anyways! I get to my Bf's house and he greets me with a kiss a hug and a blindfold.....I went O.O? what's that for? He said you have you wait until we get in the car to find out. Okie doke.

In the car. He puts the blind fold on. When he takes teh blindfold off I'm standing exactly where we sat together on our first date, he has a blanket and a picnic basket, a dozen roses, and best of all himself standing there smiling. It was absolutely perfect. I was surprised and it was just soooooooo romantic and wonderful and just *happy sigh* so Al it was just....amazing. We walked around and talked about our first date and what we were thinking that day and how we were feeling. Al showed me more of The Manor's grounds and we took some more pictures which was awesome.

Then we went home and got some extra snuggle time in a home made Sheet/chair/ tent with tons of pillows and junk food and watched "The Kid" and snuggled until around 10:30 (hee hee) which in reality b/c of DST was 11:30, but on the clock it said 10:30! Which was AWESOME!

Saturday was awesome too! We went to the Bosco BC Football game and were out really late which was still kosher b/c we were with my parents and my bro and his gf. It was just so awesome.  MY WHOLE WEEKEND KICKED BUTT!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVED IT!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Even school today was awesome. We learned about all kinds of cool stuff giving me all kinds of ideas for my books and psych was really interesting too.

Now i have some work to do, so I'll be busy for a bit, but i'm in an AWESOME FREEEEEEKIN mood!

~T.

This morning i discovered my car has an alarm.....the hard way. I got into my car sat down, touched the knob of the radio before turning the  car on and

WEEEEOOOOOWWWWEEEEEOOOOOO WWEEEEEEEEOOOOOOOWWWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEOOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWEEEEEEEEEEOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Meanwhile I'm sitting in my car screaming like a maniac b/c it scared the crap out of me. I'm just sittin there in my drivers seat:

OH MY GOD! WHAT DID I DO! OMG! AAAAAAAHHHHH WHAT DID I DO! MAKE IT STOP!!!! AAAHHH HOW DO I TURN IT OFF! I"M SORRY I"M SORRY!!!! AAAAAAAHHHHH!

meanwhile my nextdoor neighbor is coming out of his house and he sees this. I can only imagine what he thought hahaha.It was so funny in retrospect. but...haha at the time it certainly woke me up from the stupor i'd been in....

BRRRR it was FREEEZING today on campus!!!! I froze my tush off! (LITERALLY!) I had my psych midterm today...I'm eh about it, I don't know how i did, but I know that i studied and then i look at the test and my brain went....O.O.....*wind whistling* *tumbleweeds rolling*....*crickets*......But we got outta there  nice and early so a friend of mine and I grabbed a quick hot coco and bumped into heather on our way.

Went to class, sat through mythology. it was fun and cool and everything, got out, met up with heather grabbed some junk food (now i wish i'd eaten a sandwhich.....) and sat chit-chatting for a little while, until we bumped into some guy from Elizabeth H.S. who happened to overhear our convo about MB. Funny how where ever you go you end up meeting up with people who were in MB. I'm beginning to believe that everyone is a closet band geek at heart...or you're the cold plastic type...and you don't need one so it all works out.

Then we had to stop at webster hall to fix her cell. and we were coming out of the student center and she gets WEDGED IN THE REVOLVING DOOR!!!!!! My heart almost stopped beating! I just see her laughing  with half her body btwn the door and half still in the student center and i went "OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" (we had a previous close call and from then on i knew it was only a matter of time before it actually happened, but i was still totally unprepared for it to happen today...which would explain my reaction. -____-'''''')

BUT! The best part of my day was def. seeing the bf after school. It was nice and he was in a pretty good mood so that put me in an awesome mood. He's def. happier which makes me happy too.

SUNDAY IS OUR ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY CELEBRATIONS!

Just thought i'd throw that out there

O! I gotta run to babysitting Money for the broke college girl!! yay!
Toodles
~T.