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way to start my summer vacation....

i find it frustrating to be sick for the last two days of exams and then for the next THREE of my summer vacation...and now i'm having a really bad day and it's not even DAY technically...so far vacation sucks....majorly.

I feel rantage coming up but i'm going to quash it and opt for a less invigorating topic for 3:36 in the AM on Saturday morning.

exams went fine. The first of my grades has gotten back to me, it's an A. I'm happy but not surprised (i don't mean to sound snobbish here) but the class really wasn't that difficult.i'm more interested in my grades for Medical Terminology.

so i'm sick with an upper resp (and yes i did just abbrevatory that word)infection...dad asks me if i could make a choir rehersal, o.o....me....the girl who's wheezing for air to just talk normally, let alone walk around and move...-____- the face was enough to tell him to forggeddaboutit...

then i rested all day, started feeling better did some light excercise started feeling worse went downstairs felt better dad turned on A/C felt worse. Turned A/C to just fan after he left, felt better. Gave myself a calimari stomach ache, obviously felt worse. Al got hom early, felt better, argued with him...felt worse...and so here i am. Can't sleep. Don't wanna eat. feeling like crap.

i just really want to have a somewhat decent summer vacation...this is sad...i don't want to be depressed this summer i want to have fun...i can't always get what i want but i'm not asking for things
i'm asking for a bit of a circumstance.O and happy's always welcome to carpool with "fun" so i can have both. I'm just a little frazzled right now, so if i make no sense...it's the insomnia and my captive delta waves................................

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