Memories By Inner Light

I'm just a little bit irritated today. Idk why I feel like just screaming. Maybe yesterday has got something to do with it. I really just want to go home and not deal with people today.

Chinese civ was snooze worthy this morning, Anthro we're watching another movie and yes, while i find it fascinating, it's still snooze worthy just because it's the last class i have to day. and then everyone around me (calluna, and miroku EXCLUDED) from this bunch) is just getting on my nerves. There's not a day goes by where I don't come under fire for one thing or another. No one is just cool with me lately.

my mom's hung up on the fact that i don't eat as much as i used to. Now i'm anorexic. She is convinced that if i can't eat the contents of the fridge in one sitting or i just don't feel the need to constantly stuff my face that now there's something wrong with me and that i'm skipping meals purposely to lose weight, idk how many times i've told her this, but i just don't eat when i'm not hungry....that's it. REALLY!

so first i'm constantly being told that i'm heavy and need to lose weight and then i'm anorexic? something doesn't make sense to me.

and then just...fighting, i'm tired of fighthing, i'm tired of the battles...

i want school to be over, i want summer to come.i slept for 16 straight hours last night...and still feel tired....its not even physical exhaustion its emotional strain, and mental exhaustion...


*sigh* at least by the end of this week i'll know where i'm going to school next semester.

in anthro watching about hinduism..peace out